The Price You Pay For Love

 Hi folks,

The past couple of days have been lonely. I am missing Mike a lot. It could just be because of these gloomy days. But to be loved by someone so wonderful has its pros and cons. I have all these great memories of him and I miss him so badly. I miss our amazing road trips that we took every year with the kids. I think my kids growing up an having there own life isn’t easy as well. It is what you want for them but it is so hard. I miss doing the lawn with my partner. We had a lot of good times and we also had some not so good times as well. We were a couple. Lol. But life goes on one moment at a time. They say grief is like the waves and I’m riding those waves the best way I can. I can’t wait for it to be nice out. Sunshiny days where I could go to the beach as often as I can. I do enjoy being at the beach. This blog is a safe space for me. Where I could write my thoughts with no judgements. To be clear I am fine. This is just how I feel right now. Like I said sometimes you have to go deep down in the valley. Just don’t live there. 

Have a great day folks

#makeeverymomentcount💜

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